Fred Lane was one of the most child-like players the Carolina Panthers have ever had, and I mean that in a good way.
When he had a thought, he shared it. He didn't check first with a committee to find out what the impact would be.
After the Panthers opened the 1998 season with a 19-14 home loss to Atlanta, Lane told me Carolina should never lose to a team like the Falcons. He meant it. I can still see his face when he said it. He was hurt. He couldn't believe his team lost.
The teams played again in October, and Atlanta won 51-23. I winced when some of the Falcons brought up Lane's quote after the game.
Lane also celebrated a late touchdown that season against the New York Jets in a game in which the Panthers were hopelessly behind and would lose by 27. He scored so he celebrated. He didn't think about the broader implications.
Lane's lack of guile and his willingness to run hard all the time helped explain why he was so popular with management, players and fans. Lane came to the Panthers from Lane College, in Franklin, Tenn. He wasn't a big guy and he didn't have a big name. He wasn't even selected in the 1997 draft. But as a rookie he ran for 809 yards. He ran with the same enthusiasm the people around him experienced. He just ran, and ran hard, all the time.
I hadn't thought about Lane for years. Then I heard that Lane's wife, Deidra Lane, would be released today from the Raleigh Correctional Center for Women. She shot and killed him nine years ago with a 12-gauge pump-action shotgun. She did eight years after pleading guilty to voluntary manslaughter.
Fred Lane was only 24. He had had some off-field issues at a time when many of his teammates also did. The Panthers felt as if they had to trade him. So they did, reluctantly, to Indianapolis.
But they never lost their affection for him. Lane stood out because of his simplicity and lack of guile. He said what he meant, laughed a lot and loved football.
One reason we take to certain athletes is because there is a joy to the way they play their game. We think that if we had the opportunity to do what they do, we'd be joyful, too. We think that if we had the opportunity to run with the ball, we'd run like Fred Lane.